Hi Samantha,
So sorry to hear you were feeling this low. It must be really hard being alone at home especially when feeling like this. Did you notice that you managed to write and express your inner turmoil beautifully with great clarity even when feeling low?
Turn your writing talent into your therapy. Any time you are feeling panicky and upset, write those painful confusing feelings out. Vent it out and release it. You will feel lighter. We are here to listen.
So keep writing and healing. Hoping to read a new story from you every day!
Big Hugs!